mood:greasy and contented ;)

okay,it's no good,i'm stuck at home,jobless.Now please let it not be another 3 months to waste,*gasp.but boy,i sure can get use to all the eat-sleep-drink treatment.anyway,was just frying some super oily 'nian gao',i admit,frying skills DO get rusty after a while.and so,my afternoon was spent battling the vicious hot bubbling wok of oil,with a few blisters here and there.humph... and the yam got my hands horribly itchy and painful when i was trying to butcher that giant vegetable.sorry,it's a root. but hey,i'm always blessed to be able to cook for others and haha - myself. goodness knows some ppl can't even boil an egg,but cooking?it's dirty work but real fun.

and,i've laid my hands on these fab dark choc drinks.contrary to the popular belief that 3-in-1s are disgusting or otherwise really substandard.this is real good!! chuck some thick marshmallows in a steaming cup and there you go! and it's great that its dark choc,so the marshmallow does make up for the sweetish part. and some leftover cookies and a good read,heck i love my afternoons!

BUT i practically have to blindfold myself when it comes to the scales.SELF DENIAL-great way to make yourself better-really...i mean,my gran always said,' good food ain't harm nobody'. okay,she didn't exactly say that;) seriously,i'm eating healthy,it's JUST,can't slim down like those stick thin bamboo poles u see on streets.like what?starve myself?i can't,i won't ,will never. and my mediterranean style roasted pumpkin did taste lovely,so 'i ain't gonna give up my food'.

meanwhile,my scalp is itchy,and driving me crazy.no idea why,there isn't mites,dandruff or whatever icky crawling alive organism it may be. so,it must be the dratted shampoo. i've been watchin some great movies of late.lots of libido stuff.hmm...

and i've always been a fashion fanatic,not that i pursue it.i mean,manolo blahniks?a couple of grand per pair?sure,when i'm drunk.and loaded. but it's simply nice to see,touch,and really see how people commit the worst fashion faux pas EVer.goodness knows what they are thinking..perhaps ferragamo and hush puppies socks really don't go well!%$^?!@3

anyway,i saw this really rustic pair of sandals,yeah..my style. recently.and i'm trying to come to terms that it's $80.so, let me bleed hard about it.