i'm obligated to do something about this. really.

CNY has come and gone,in a blink of an eye. stuck @home in a foreign place,missing darlings in kuching heaps,piggin' out like nobody's business,worrying over jobs.bla.. fit to say,one of the worst new years' ever experienced.

i figure no one'll prob want to drown in my incessant complaning about how this sem went.Disastrous prob wouldn't fit. Mr vogue was..oh soo married,and ohh so arrogant! i take back my words when i staunchedly claimed that he was gay.He just loves to SASHAY..Men are like non-existent.forgive me,but crushes are so yesterday.so,according to facebook,i'll get married only when i'm 36,*gasp.Not exactly shocking.

had a meeting with Calculus the other day.and i wonder all those years spent slogging over it has come to nought.heck,i can't remember a single thing if my life depends on it.differentiation,integration?alien stuff.Totally.

so,right now,i have almost 3 mnonths of vacation,3 months to ponder what i want to study,whether or not to slog for SAT,brush up calculus*snickers,work like hell,earn some quick bucks,get in touch some old chums,write long,soapy,dramatic emails,lose weight(if bak kwa never existed)shop.i hate it,but my wardrobe is really 1980s.

and yes,i have to build up some stamina,unless well i want to fail NAPFA,wadever this is,SG ,u're killing me with this crappy program.erm, i wanto work at starbucks,i love coffee and nothing else.so,i 'm going to beg,plead,write,call or wadever,to get myself in.

otherwise,life is pretty boring for now.come in,SIngapore Airshow,when are u giving us a call?i'm soo.. ready for the aus airforce and boeing. meanwhile,i'm trying out new recipes.cooking is so therapeutic. bi bim bap,raspberry trifle,and possibly tiramisu if i can get my hands on mascarpone cheese and of course some coffee liquer* in small amounts,not huge bottles enough to feed an army.

btw,my da sao made some really pretty new year decorations,will post photos of them soon~