I'm going there.scratch that,i MAY be going there.yup,i got the internship at disney.and complain and kick and scream as i like,i can't think of a better time this was announced.

Dear God,YOU have a plan.but PLEASE tell me what's YOUR plan.

Engage is starting today.There are countless things i want to remember and be praying for,especially this.Yes Lord,i am DESPERATE.if anything,just give me the discipline and the desire.

am i busy and so caught up in acad?i don't think i am but really,i am.the truth always hurts apparently.i am not so happy n cheerful but i'm telling myself that i am. Talk about a bad case of eluding reality.

for the 2341567th time,i hate growing up,i hate making decisions in a hurry.i hate to do things with intuition which usually spirals out of the way.

on the bright side,i got the internship!which proves i'm not totally incompetent during interviews.on the bad side,i have 3 acad assignments on hand.and the fingers are counting.Sigh..

digressing,Mr Vogue is as cold but dashing as ever.i think botox sessions are going to well for him?he's starting to look his age.and for whatever reasons,he could be a married to a man.yup,he could.uuhhh,blah...i like Ms malaysia,she's nice,though i do find it extremely trying to keep awake during her lecture.it 's a way we de-stres. :)

now ,if you excuse me.i should get going.