Monday, November 12, 2007

Hold my hand~
that sounds extremely comforting doesn't it?If only i would hold on to His hand.To eat or not to eat was real difficult today.In a denial phase if you get what i mean,but temptation was great,and i'm beating myself for it.

For the record,i'm still figuring out disney-the happiest place on earth?not if it requires 'this' much money.sigh... I'm looking forward to Christmas.I need to destress.And i finally figured out why S'poreans are such hard core clubbers n drinkers.with all that stress going round,who minds a couple of drinks and all that partying? Not that i'm encouraging it.

I must find myself again.complacency has taken hold,worse still,i can't be bothered.that can't be good.there's a need for me to share what i'm learning.just to prove i'm not exactly skiving and sleeping in classes.Singapore commercial law,destinations and pretty much geography,and a no-brainer:did u know that red grapes can produce white wine?took the basics of golf,upturned civilization by takng art appreciation,the list goes on.I finally realised there's nothing much to share when you are a hospitality student.what to do?

People,i can now proudly announce that i'm in hospitality because it's my first love.i'm stuck too deep to get out from it anyway.I like and i WANT to work in hotels because of its sheer perfection.immaculate,prim-proper,obsessive compulsive environment,VERY me.and when juniors ask me ,'how do you know what is your true calling?'.i snicker and grin and say,'you stumble,whine,kick,fuss,cry,and fall into it.then you grow to like it,before you know it,you can't imagine doing anything else for the rest of your life.call me a high class servant,butler,whatever.

this is NOT a glamorous job for the 2314156th time.Approach with Caution!! It requires hard work,dedication,long hours,menial jobs,sleep deprivation.something like med,just working with healthy and otherwise obnoxious people.okay,i'm discriminating!

HELP!craving for twisties,BK and pizzas and anything that's junk.All during this fast,dear Lord,give me the determination and discipline to endure.

meanwhile,school's boring,work is hectic,teachers are VERY bent on driving us to the brink of insanity.Mr.Daddy is looking good these days.Ms Hyper looks married.Ms TaiTai is still trying to brainwash me.Mr Vogue is unpenetrable as usual.close up,he isn't that mind blowing can?
but,i'm ready to lick from anyone's hand to provide me with some really juicy gossip.School life can be that meaningless,excluding discipleship group though.

i need retail therapy,which is unheard of.but no,DISNEY is floating before my very eyes.so,scratch that.

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